Tuesday, February 5, 2013

[Prologue] Chapter 14: Thank You for Being My Friend


Rigby and Delilah recently became teenagers, and to celebrate their newfound freedom they spend Friday night hanging out at the arcade downtown.


Blissfully unaware of Kieran’s true feelings for her, Delilah chats with him about everything from music to boys, clothes, and hair.


“Let’s get our picture taken!” she exclaims suddenly, noticing the photo booth behind him.

Kieran fidgets uneasily at her suggestion. Photo booths are small and cramped, which naturally leads to touching and contact, and he’s not sure that’s such a good idea right now. “I don’t know. I’m not dressed up or whatever.”

But Delilah won’t take no for an answer and stubbornly drags him inside.


“Oh, they turned out great!” she giggles as her eyes scan the page. “I look so fat though!”

Rigby snorts. “A chicken called, and he wants his legs back.”

Delilah glares at her brother, but Kieran cuts her off before she can think up a suitable response.

“Don’t listen to him, Lila,” he tells her softly. “I think you look beautiful, just the way you are.”


Mia Sinclair, one of Delilah’s schoolmates, butts her way into the conversation.

“I think he likes you,” she whispers once Kieran turns away.

Delilah frowns. “Why can’t guys and girls be friends without everyone reading something into it? There's nothing between Kieran and me.”

Mia smirks. “Well that’s good, cause I heard that Ondine Sutherland wants him to ask her to prom next month.”

Delilah pushes her away irritably. “Ondine is a senior. No way does she give a crap about Kieran.”

“Whatever you say,” Mia replies with a devious grin.


“What are you guys gonna do about prom?” Kieran asks as he sits down to play some video games with Mason and Rigby. “I mean, who are y’all going to go with?”

“Mia.” Mason’s answer is immediate and reflexive, with no hesitation whatsoever.

“Are you two dating now?” Rigby wants to know.

Mason shakes his head before angrily blowing up one of Kieran’s tanks. “Nah, not yet, but I’m working on it. She loves me; she just doesn’t know it yet.”

“What about you, Rig? Are you going to ask Heidi?”

Rigby blushes slightly and shakes his head. “She’d never say yes. Delilah told me that she wants to go with Austin Hayes.”

Kieran grins. “You gotta ask her, dude! You’ll never know unless you do.”

“What about you, Kieran?” Rigby laughs. “Last I heard, Delilah doesn’t have a date yet…”

Kieran refrains from replying, instead opting for a stealth attack on one of Rigby’s players.


“But you can’t go stag!” Heidi, Delilah’s BFF, exclaims. “What about Austin? Austin Hayes? He’s the only freshman on the varsity football team…”

“Rigby’s a freshman, and he’s varsity,” Delilah retorts, purposely avoiding her question.

“And besides, I’m going with Austin,” Mia chimes in.

Heidi glares at her. “Until he asks you, he’s free game.”

“I don’t want to go with him anyway,” Delilah grins. “He’s all yours, Mia, but just make sure to break it to Mason gently. He’s going to be heartbroken.”

Footsteps on the stairs alert the girls to another visitor, and Mia immediately departs to go say hello.


Ondine Sutherland doesn’t actually want to be here tonight, but she’s on a mission and no freshman is going to get in her way, particularly not one as annoying as Mia.

“Should we go rescue her?” Delilah asks quietly. “You know how Mia can be…”

Heidi smirks, watching the scene with a mixture of amusement and glee. “Nah, she can handle it herself.”


“Why are you talking to me in public?” Ondine sneers as Mia babbles on and on about something irrelevant. “I don’t believe I gave you permission to speak.”

Mia doesn’t miss a beat. “Because you own the world and every Sim in it, right? Oh wait, you’re not the boss of me. Nice try, but you lose.”

Ondine blinks, temporarily shocked into silence. “Your clothes are ugly,” she says after a pause.

Mia rolls her eyes and rejoins her friends. Verbal sparring is no fun if you don’t have a partner worthy of your skills.


“Hi Kieran!” Ondine chirps as she joins the boys on the couch. “What are you doing?”

Kieran glances over at her before quickly turning his attention back to the game. “Hi Ondine. Delilah’s over there,” he tells her pointedly, praying that she’ll pick up on his not-so-subtle hint.

“Okay,” she giggles. “But I came here to see you. Is that a new jacket? I really like it!”

“I wear it, like, every day,” he deadpans.

“It looks nice on you,” Ondine replies as she inches closer to him. “Do you like my top? I heard purple was your favorite color…”

Kieran doesn’t even glance up. “I like blue.”

Ondine frowns. “Oh, well that’s okay. So, are you going to the prom this year?”

“Maybe.”

“Who are you taking?”

Kieran shrugs.

“I don’t have a date yet either, even though like a million guys have already asked me. I’m waiting for someone special.”

“Cool. Rigby, how’d you do that thing? With your gun?”


Frustrated, Ondine gets up to leave, but she runs into Delilah on her way out.

“Boys!” she vents. “I can’t believe he’d rather shoot imaginary people than talk to me!”

Delilah grins sympathetically. “Yeah, never get between guys and their video games. You’ll never win that battle.”

“Whatever,” Ondine rolls her eyes as she stalks away.


Luca gave Delilah a guitar for her birthday, and she spends most of her spare time trying to master the instrument.


Kieran smiles and leans up against the doorway, patiently listening as she strums her way through a simple song.

“You’re pretty good,” he tells her.

Delilah laughs and shakes her head. “Not as good as you. I’m just beginning.”

“But you’re getting better,” he insists.

She shrugs and sets down her guitar. “What’s up, Kieran?” she asks as she hops onto the bed. “I hope you didn’t come here just to embarrass me…”

Taking a deep breath, he sits down beside her. “No, I wanted to ask you something.”


“Sure,” Delilah grins at him with the same effortless charm that she’s always had. Kieran wishes it were that easy for him, but he’s not nearly as adept at social situations as she is.

Do you want to go out? The words play through his head, the whole speech practiced countless times in front of the mirror, but he can’t seem to get his voice to cooperate.

“Do you, uh… Do you want to start a band?” he blurts out instead.

Delilah’s face lights up. “A band?! With you?! I’d love to, Kieran!”

Kieran forces himself to smile, but inside he feels like screaming. “Great, yeah. A band.”

“I can play the guitar and sing,” Lila says, “and you can play the keyboard and Rigby can play the drums, but what about the bass?”


“Hmm?” Kieran asks distractedly.

“The bass,” Delilah repeats. “We don’t know anyone who can play the bass. And where are we going to practice? I doubt my dad would like a bunch of teenagers jamming away in his house at all hours.”

“I’ll find some place,” he assures her. “And maybe Rigby can help us find a bassist?”

“Awesome!” she exclaims. “I can’t wait!”


Thoroughly bummed out by his conversation with Delilah, Kieran heads to the nursery to visit with her little sister Zosia.

“Kee-rin!” the toddler shouts excitedly.

Kieran leans down and sweeps the child into his arms, tickling her the entire way up. “How’s my best girl?” he grins.

“Kee-rin happy?” she asks, eyeing him suspiciously.

Kieran chuckles and kisses her cheek. “No, Kieran is sad today, Zosia.”

“Kee-rin sad?” Zosia repeats with a questioning frown.

“Kieran is too shy to ask your sister Delilah out on a date, and he wonders if he’ll ever get up the courage to go through with it. Your friend Kieran is lame. Can you say lame, Zosia?”

“W-ame.”

“Close enough,” he smiles.


“This is amazing!” Delilah gushes the following week when Kieran shows her the space he found for their band. “I had no idea the public library even had a third floor! And it’s completely empty, too.”

Kieran beams, pleased with her reaction. “Yeah, and as long as we practice when the library’s closed no one will even know we were here.”


“You’re the best!” Delilah exclaims as she throws her arms around him. “Thank you for doing this.”

Kieran closes his eyes, savoring the touch of her body pressed up against him. “I-It was n-nothing,” he stammers.

“Rigby found us a bassist, too. We can start practicing tomorrow.”


The next day, Rigby introduces Delilah to the fourth member of their band.

“Austin Hayes?!” she sighs dramatically. “But he’s the school jock! What does he even want with our band anyway?”

“He plays the bass,” Rigby explains, “and he is willing to jam with us. He doesn’t even like football, Lila. His dad makes him play.”

“Ugh, fine. But I want to be center stage. I don’t need anybody crowding my spotlight.”

Rigby rolls his eyes but lets it go. He doesn’t feel like arguing with her today.


Band practice goes… well. They’re not awesome, not yet, but at least they hit all the notes and stuff.


A couple of weeks later, Kieran makes an announcement.

“I sent off a tape of our band to some record labels,” he tells Delilah over leftover birthday cake. “We’ve gotten better, and I think that we’re-”

“You did what?!” she gapes. “Kieran, we suck! The only one who’s even remotely capable of sounding decent is you, and-”

“We don’t suck,” he interrupts. “I- I thought you’d be happy…”

“I want to make a career in the music business someday, not shoot myself in the foot before I’ve even begun!”

Kieran frowns. “I’m sorry, Lila. I didn’t mean to make you mad…”

Delilah just glares at him in response.


A few hours away in the bustling city of Boscaster, Melvin Roscoe rubs his head in agitation. As a top executive at one of Sim Nation’s leading record labels, he has the often frustrating job of finding and recruiting new talent for his company. With the recent, and sharp, decline in music sales, he knows that if he wants to keep his lucrative position then he will need to find a fresh face to exploit, but lately he can’t seem to hold on to any new artists. His label’s notoriously stingy royalties and stifling grasp on production tend to make his musicians feel inhibited and put upon, and in the golden age of the internet several of them have decided to go at it alone. No, he needs someone who doesn’t know any better, who will let him make all the decisions and blindly follow his orders.

“BEXLEY!” he calls out suddenly. “BEXLEY COME HERE!”


Bexley Maddox, a pretty redhead with long legs and even longer ideas, strolls into the room.

“There is a device nowadays called a phone, Mr. Roscoe. It’s a pretty nifty little tool that allows you to speak into a box whenever you need to talk to someone, instead of yelling down the hall for them…”

Roscoe glares at her. “I have vocal chords for a reason, Miss Maddox, and they’re far more handy than any phone ever was.”

“Have it your way,” Bexley smirks. “Did you call me in here simply to bask in the glow of my company or did you have another reason in mind?”

“Indeed I did. We need to sign some new talent to our label, Bexley, and soon. I want to find someone fresh and inexperienced, someone who won’t question our choices or challenge our tactics. I want to find a teenager.”

“Fine, I will send our scouts out today, and hopefully in a few months-”

“No. I need someone now. It doesn’t matter who. Any pretty face will do, but they need to be local and accessible.”

Bexley frowns. “I suppose I could look through some of the tapes that we’re always getting,” she muses.

“Bring them in,” he suggests. “We’ll do it together.”


Three videos later and Roscoe is already bored.

“What about them?” he offers. “The girl is cute enough, and the boys make a good backdrop.”

“It sounds like she learned to play yesterday!” Bexley exclaims. “The keyboardist is fine, but her guitar skills are laughable.”

“Doesn’t matter. She’s the one,” he decides with an air of authority. “The papers say she lives in Jericho, and that’s not too far from here. You can go see them play in person this weekend, and if they look even halfway decent then we’re done. We’ve found our next star.”


“You can’t be serious,” Bexley scoffs, pausing the tape on Delilah’s face. “They’re totally unproven!”

“That’s enough, Bexley,” Roscoe barks, his voice suddenly low and serious. “They’re our group, and I’m making you personally responsible for their careers. If they fail, then you fail. Understand?”

Bexley nods reluctantly. “Yes sir.”

“Good. Then I’ll see you when you get back from Jericho.”


“Hi Rigby!” Heidi greets him with a big smile later that day. “Where’s Delilah?”

“She and Kieran already left for the library. The whole gang’s meeting up there tonight to hang out after the band practices.”

“Oh.” Heidi’s face falls. “I guess you’ve gotta go then too, huh?”

Rigby nervously drums his fingers against the side of his pants. “Yeah, I should, but…”

“Yes?” she grins.

Taking a deep breath, Rigby looks her straight in the eye and says, “Heidi, I think you’re awesome, and I want to go to prom with you.”


“Okay,” she giggles. “Is that all you wanted to say?”

Rigby looks amazed at his good fortune. “Yes… I- Well, no. One more thing.”


And then he kisses her, short and sweet and perfectly to the point.


At the library, Kieran just received a phone call from Bexley Maddox’s personal secretary.

“A scout from Boscaster wants to listen to us play!” he tells Delilah enthusiastically. “She is arriving in town today and can meet us at the bar off of Dalerport Street tomorrow night.”

“You’re kidding!” Delilah squeals. “No way! What am I going to wear?! What songs should we do?! Oh my gosh, we’ve got to tell Rigby and Austin!”

“Don’t get too excited,” he cautions. “They haven’t offered us anything yet.”

“But a real record company scout? And she wants to come listen to us?!” Delilah shrieks again. “No way!”


In celebration of their audition tomorrow night, the band calls off practice for the evening to hang out with their friends. Kieran, who has never been a fan of large groups, borrows Lila’s guitar and allows himself to get lost in the melodies.


“It’s pretty,” Delilah tells him. “Did you write it?”

Kieran nods, not looking up from his instrument.

“What’s it about?” she asks quietly.

“A girl,” he whispers after a moment of hesitation. “The most beautiful girl you’ll ever meet, with sparkling eyes the color of amethyst and skin that shines in even the palest glimmer of moonlight. And when she speaks, her voice fills the air with music, and when she laughs her face can light up an entire room with sunshine.”


Leaning up against him, Delilah smiles contentedly.

“Thank you,” she murmurs in his ear. “Thank you for being my friend.”

Friend. The word stings of rejection, but Kieran remains silent and continues playing, drowning his pain with the strum of his fingers.


Challenge Notes:

Let me start off by saying that I know NOTHING about the music industry or the recording process or any of that stuff, but I really wanted to try and make Delilah’s career seem plausible and realistic. So, here’s my feeble attempt to explain why Sims can go into their local community theatre as a roadie and come out as a pop icon! WOOT! But no, I realize that this whole story line is fairly unbelievable, but I honestly have no clue how one gets “discovered” in real life and this was the best I could come up with.

Also, to all those Kieran and Delilah fans… Y’all were right, of course. =D But really, HOW CAN I RESIST HIM?! This chapter was not supposed to be all about Kieran and his relationship with Lila, but I <3 him. And just wait until the next chapter or so… ;)

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

[Prologue] Chapter 13: Some Are Born To Sing the Blues


“Maeve,” he murmurs her name softly, letting the delicate sound linger on his tongue. “I’ve missed you.”

Maeve smiles and kisses him again. “You don’t know how long I’ve dreamed about this moment,” she whispers breathlessly. “But I need to tell you something, Luca.”

“Can’t it wait?” he asks as he runs his hands down her back and begins fumbling with her clothes.

She pulls away slightly and shakes her head. “No. I need to tell you something,” she repeats, more firmly this time. “Wait here.”


Grabbing her hand, Luca looks her straight in the eye and says, “Come back, okay?”

Maeve tries to laugh off his words, but Luca’s face remains hard and serious. “I’ll only be a second,” she assures him.


What she brings with her when she returns sends shockwaves down Luca’s body.

“This is Tallulah,” Maeve tells him quietly. “She is your daughter, Luc.”

A million emotions rip through his chest as Luca’s eyes come to rest on the child in her arms, but anger quickly overwhelms him.


“You were pregnant?!” he hears himself say. “And you didn’t tell me? We have another daughter, and you didn’t tell me?!”

Maeve’s face falls. “Luca,” she pleads. “It’s not like that! I didn’t know I was pregnant when I left, and before I could tell you they discovered me. The council, they found me, and I had to cut off contact, to protect you and Delilah.”

Luca takes a step back. “I’m so tired of your bullshit,” he whispers, shaking his head in disbelief. “You show up here after years of being gone, and then you drop something like this on me?! I can’t- I can’t do this anymore. I want to love you, but you’ve done nothing but hurt me and my family. No more, Maeve. No more.”

Tears begin to stream down her face as Maeve reaches out to him. “Please,” she cries. “I wanted to tell you, but I was scared! I couldn’t face you again so soon after leaving, and I needed some time away to think about things. I’m sorry.”

“No,” he breathes as he reaches for the door. “We’re done, Maeve. I’ll take the kid if that’s what you want, but I never want to see you again.”

“But I’m going to stay in Jericho!” Maeve sobs, desperation seeping into her voice. “To raise Tallulah near you and her sister. I want to be a family again, Luc. I want-”

But he’s already out the door.


After walking around town for hours, Luca comes home late that night to a warm welcome from Emily.

“I was so worried!” she cries, throwing her arms around his neck and kissing him deeply. “Where have you been all day?!”

Luca closes his eyes and braces for the worst. “I saw Maeve today,” he whispers. “I- We have another daughter, Emily.”


To his complete and utter surprise, Emily doesn’t freak out or lose her temper.

Taking a deep breath, she simply nods and says, “It’s okay, Luca. It’s going to be okay. We can get through this. You can get through this.”

Hearing those words, full of love and support, Luca feels the walls of anger and frustration that have enclosed his weary heart for so many years collapse around him, and he begins to sob, choking on the tears he’s held back since before Maeve left.

“I love you,” she soothes as he cries on her shoulder. “I love you.”


Hoping to distract Luca from his worries about Maeve and their daughter, Emily arranges a day at the park that weekend with him and the kids. The ponds have already frozen solid for winter, and so the family decides to try their hand at ice skating.


Ever eager to show off his athletic prowess, Rigby is the first to try skating all the way around the pond.



Although he struggles a bit at first, he does eventually get the hang of it.


Not to be outdone by Rigby, Kieran also attempts to make it around the whole lake, but he’s much slower to pick up the skill than his nimble friend.


Delilah doesn’t like ice skating. It’s much harder than it looks.


Emily, however, finds the exercise stimulating and enjoyable, and she loves the challenge of trying to keep her balance, even if she isn’t that graceful yet.


Oona is a natural and doesn’t even fall once. Well, that is until she and Rigby decide to try spinning together…





Whoops!


Nevertheless, they get right back up and try it again.


After skating, the family starts a fire and roasts some marshmallows. Despite repeated warnings of burnt and blackened sugar, Delilah insists on doing three at a time…


And naturally she burns them all.


Aww, sad. ='(


Kieran gives her one of his extras, and the rest of the day proceeds without incident.


Meanwhile, Emily’s nausea continues to worsen to the point that even Luca begins to worry about her.


One night over dinner, he ventures a theory.

“You’re not- I mean, you can’t be… Are you pregnant, Em?”

Emily freezes, carefully considering the idea. “I- I’m not sure,” she admits quietly. “Will you go with me? To find out?”

Luca nods and squeezes her hand reassuringly. He doesn’t want more kids, but pregnancy would be far better than some life-threatening ailment.


The night after the doctor’s appointment, they’re both in shock.

“I’m sorry,” Emily whispers, barely able to make eye contact. “I should have been more careful.”

“Stop it, Em. It takes two to make a baby.” He smiles and runs his fingers down her wet, tearstained cheek. “I love you, and I feel blessed that I’m going to be a parent again. Especially with you.”

Emily looks up at him skeptically. “You mean it?” she asks.

Luca nods. “I know it wasn’t planned, but we can handle this.”

“But what about the kids?”

“They need to know about us,” he replies with a sigh. “We should have told them from the start, but they’re good kids. They’ll understand.”


Pulling her into his arms, Luca kisses her fiercely.

“You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me,” he tells her when they break apart. “And I love you.”

“I love you too,” she whispers contentedly.


For the most part, the kids take the news in stride. Rigby even suggests that the pair ought to get engaged soon.


Delilah, on the other hand, has the opposite reaction.

"How long do you wanna bet they stay together?" she frowns. "Six months? A year?"

“Forever,” Kieran replies confidently. “I don’t think Miss Emily is going anywhere.”

“You’re no fun!” Delilah pouts. “Besides, relationships never last, and this one won’t either.”

Kieran just shrugs and turns back to his cereal.


At Emily’s urging, Luca invites Maeve over to the house the following afternoon. He needs to tell her about Emily, and he wants to get acquainted with his other daughter.


He plays with Tallulah for a little while before sitting down to talk with Maeve.


“I’ve moved back into my mother’s old house,” Maeve tells him as he joins her on the couch. “Atticus had to return to his garden near Arundel, but I plan to stick around this time, Luca. I want Tallulah to know her father.”

Luca sighs. “I want to know her as well, but that doesn’t change things between us, Maeve. I- I’m with somebody else now, and we’re expecting a baby soon.”

Maeve inhales sharply, her eyes wide with surprise. “Who?”

One word, a single question, but Luca can’t help but feel offended.


“Does it matter?” he snaps. “I love her, and she loves me. I will be a father to Lulu, but I don’t want anything to do you with you, Maeve.”

Maeve frowns, feeling both frustrated and hurt by his angry declaration. “Fine,” she whispers at last. “But if you want to see Lulu, then I get to be a part of Delilah’s life as well.”

Luca shakes his head. “No,” he says simply. “She has a mother, and you are not her. If she wants to meet you again when she’s older, I won’t stand in her way, but until she’s a teenager and fully capable of understanding her decisions then I don’t want you to have any contact with her. You hurt her badly the first time you left, and I can’t risk that happening again.”

Maeve tries to argue with him, but Luca remains firm in his decision. Seeing no alternative, she finally relents and agrees not to contact Delilah until after her birthday.


One day after school, Kieran and Delilah decide to check out the arcade games at the Old Station Venue near their house.


They both love music, however, and are immediately drawn to the karaoke machine.



♫          Just a small town girl
             Livin' in a lonely world
             She took the midnight train goin' anywhere
          ♫


♫          Just a city boy
             Born and raised in South Detroit
             He took the midnight train goin' anywhere
          ♫


♫          A singer in a smoky room
             A smell of wine and cheap perfume
             For a smile they can share the night
             It goes on and on and on and on
              ♫


♫          Strangers waiting
             Up and down the boulevard
             Their shadows searchin' in the night
          ♫

♫          Streetlight, people
             Livin' just to find emotion
             Hidin' somewhere in the night
          ♫


♫          Workin' hard to get my fill
             Everybody wants a thrill
             Payin' anything to roll the dice
             Just one more time
          ♫


♫          Some will win, some will lose
             Some are born to sing the blues
             And now the movie never ends
             It goes on and on and on and on
          ♫


♫          Strangers waiting
             Up and down the boulevard
             Their shadows searchin' in the night
          ♫

♫          Streetlight, people
             Livin' just to find emotion
             Hidin' somewhere in the night
          ♫


♫          Don't stop believin'
             Hold on to that feelin'
             Streetlight, people
          ♫

♫          Don't stop believin'
             Hold on to that feelin'
             Streetlight, people
          ♫

♫          Don't stop!          ♫


Back at home, Emily’s baby bump continues to expand at a rapid rate. Despite his initial concerns, Luca actually feels excited at the prospect of another child, and he honestly can’t wait to meet the little stinker. Sure, the 3 a.m. feedings are a pain and he could live without all the dirty diapers, but he loves Emily and is looking forward to raising their baby together.


“How did it get in there?” Delilah asks one morning.

Emily smiles as Lila gently presses her head against her belly. “When a man and a woman love each other very much, they will have sex together,” she explains carefully, “and sometimes, very rarely, a baby is created.”

Delilah’s eyes widen. “But how does it get out?” she breathes.

“With a lot of pushing,” Emily laughs.


A whole heck of a lot of pushing in Emily’s case.


After hours and hours in the delivery room, Luca and Emily bring home a baby girl, who they name Zosia.


A short while later, Kieran quietly ages up into a teenager.


And life at the McKinley household finally settles into a happy routine.


Challenge Notes:

Zosia is pronounced like “Sasha” except with a Z at the beginning instead of an S. It’s the Polish variation of the name Sophia, which is Greek and means “wisdom”. Zosia was born with the computer whiz and bookworm traits, so I thought it suited her quite nicely.

The whole situation with Maeve got rather… sticky there for a while. When Maeve originally left my family, she was, unbeknownst to me, pregnant through a risky woohoo. When I found out, I decided to let her have the baby, thinking that I’d move it into my family and have Luca raise it, but then I decided that I *really* wanted to see a Luca/Emily kid. So this is the story line I came up with to accommodate all the changes in my plot.

However, I’m PUMPED to get on to my next generation! Kieran turned out really, really cute as a teenager, even better than I could have hoped, and Delilah and Rigby become teenagers next chapter as well. In case this wasn’t obvious, Delilah is going to be my generation 2 heir. =D

(Also, sorry for the shameless Glee insert. I was only really a Gleek for a couple of seasons, but I just love their version of that song!)